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 Psalm 183 
   
 Pardon me if I seem to cop an attitude 
 But the attitude is one of worship 
 And is, I think, sincere. 
 My heart swells 
 against the prison of my ribs 
 And grows to keep my lungs from seeking air. 
 Still the breath is not pushed out 
 By such a simple force as pride 
 But by the glory of my dreaming 
 That I might, perhaps, be loved 
 By you. 
   
 Pardon me if I'm moved to endless chatter 
 But I fear that the beauty of the silence, 
 As I watch your distant eyes 
 Caress the words I have arranged 
 As atonement, on the page, as sacrifice, 
 Might cause my soul to rise 
 Above this flesh 
 And leave inert these hands 
 With which I spell these prayers 
 Against your thighs. 
   
 Pardon me; 
 I burden you with too much honour. 
 I know you are no goddess, 
 Simply human, 
 Still alive. 
 The others who I prayed would love me 
 Ran, 
 Or else I was the one to run. 
 And yet their cracked reflections 
 Howl to me from pools of molten glass 
 Within my hidden pantheon. 
 I know you've missed perfection, 
 But your quirks and flaws 
 Are not personal betrayals, 
 But are the marks left 
 By the kiss of angels, 
 Allowing you to live within 
 This far too real world. 
   
 Pardon me if these songs of praise defile you 
 But I'll try to keep my hosannahs 
 To a quiet whisper, 
 And try, as I stroke your face, 
 Not to inscribe the Holy Name upon your brow, 
 Not to believe that you are both 
 Creator and Creation 
 And that you, therefore, 
 Must obey my will. 
 For as I rest 
 My head upon your shoulder 
 My lips against your throat, 
 I read your pulse as the rhythm 
 Of the rushing of the waves, 
 Your breaths as the passage 
 Of clouds against a bright and empty sky, 
 The gentle motion of your breasts 
 As the soft processional of continents, 
 As, within this dark and silent world, 
 We define 
 A temporary world of our own. 
 
 -- Joseph Zitt  
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